Simple FULLFEELment

“Working has never been this fun for me. Probably, the experience I want can go beyond submission of an academic requirement; having better grades… This is finding fulfillment on small things that have left remarkable memories in my heart…”

            It took me days to think how I would go writing my journal for the fifth time. Honestly speaking, I am still waiting for my asigned event to happen, hoping that if that day would come, I could surely share substantial experience that could serve to some readers of my blog a food for thought. That I could say to myself that I am productive, that I am a learned individual capable of accomplishing it. Yes, for me that would make me different from the other. It was even quite idealistic and, I know some people think that same way as I am. For some time, I became disinterested of the assigned task handed down unto my palms. I became tired of waiting and days became ordinary for me. I’ve been submitting myself to work for the mere reason that the idle time I felt in the workplace can be an addition to my duty hours.

            I don’t want to draw regrets for myself to suffer dissatisfaction. One time, while I was on the class of Ms. Jumawid, there was this word she told to the class that moved me. She said that happiness could not be found by simply waiting for it. She even added humor to it by saying that happiness could never look for us for it will never know where our exact addresses. The class even laughed because of its humorous sense however as I was listening to it, I tried to apprehend it clearly and I realized that there was more to think out from it. Perhaps it’s true for in some instances happiness can never be found by waiting but at some point happiness is created. Relatively to say, happiness is also a choice.

            Then I said to myself why would I hurry much with the things that is not yet to be realized? On the other perspective, I should be glad to have that wonderful relationship with my colleagues in the workplace. I should be gratified to have a good supervisor who keeps us exposed to event organizing. I should be satisfied that every simple task we do, we do it in our noblest gesture and we enjoyed it a lot. I should not be disinterested for working has never been this fun for me. Probably, the experience I want can go beyond submission of an academic requirement; having better grades and attaining the required number of duty hours. This is finding fulfillment – happiness on small things that have left remarkable memories in my heart. Now, I learned not to count what is not there but to cherish what has been given. I am always thankful to God for all the blessings and especially the gift of friendship that I have come to realize out from them. Sooner or later, when my most awaited assigned event will come, I am pretty sure that it will not only be me who would be working hard to  make it  a success, but I know we will go as a group with the same aim- to achieve success and happiness. Now, I want to throw this question to you.  Do you feel the same way too? J